Obviously, as you don't know the whole story, you wont get a lot of what I'm about to say. But I know this guy, there's nothing special about him, or even anything remotely good, but I've been completely infatuated for 3, maybe 3 and a half years. My boyfriend of 2 years, 3 months has no idea. As mean as this sounds, I really can't help it, I like my boyfriend, of course I do, but you know that feeling you get when you're talking to someone who makes EVERYTHING bad go away? The guy is like that.
It all started because HE told ME he liked me, I did no prompting whatsoever. And then after a while he said I was to young for him, me being 14 and him coming up to 18. I was absolutely devastated. But he said when I'm 18 we'll see what happens, yeh right. We talk (I've always made the effort), and met up (again, all down to me) but then on Monday, something changed.
His MSN icon came up saying 'why have you deleted me on facebook?' obviously down to my boyfriend, who absolutely dispises this guy. Apparently, he misses me, and I'm going to see him soon, and I know I'm going to do something I'll feel bad about. But I wont regret it. There is something absolutely wonderful about him.
I AM THE MOST HORRIBLE PERSON EVER.
